Cry

Cry they tell me
Cry for what?
Cry your feelings out
Cry for what?
Cry your hurt out
Cry for what?
Cry your anger out
Cry for what?
Cry your sadness
Cry for what?
Cry for yourself
Cry for what?
Just cry
So I cry

Never Again

Never once was I good enough
Changed my values
Changed my beliefs
Changed my image
Changed myself
And for what?
Every time I changed
I was never good enough
Changed so much for him
For what?
To get kicked in the ass
Tossed like a rag
Dumped in the end
Never again
Will I change for a man
No
Not a man
He was a boy
Who doesn't even know what he wants
Said he loved me
All lies
Never again.

Breathe

I'm alright
I'm alright
I'm alright
Breathe
Just breathe
Don't think
Don't feel
Just breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
Just breathe
Don't think
Don't feel
Just breathe
Don't feel
Frio
Frio
Frio
Turn your heart cold
Don't think
Don't feel
Just breathe

Sick

I feel sick
I feel like vomiting
Sick to my stomach
I hate this feeling
I hate it
Please help me
Please make me normal
Please
Ugh
I feel sick

Be Happy

Be happy
Don't cry
Don't worry
Everything
Will be alright
You will survive
Be happy
Don't cry

Why?

Why is he like that?
Why did he hurt me?
He said he loved me
But he never did.
Why hurt someone you love?
Why prolong the pain?
Why can't I be happy?
He was my happiness.
He was my life.
He was my everything.
I gave him everything.
I changed myself.
I was so stupid.
Why did he hurt me?
Why?
I just don't understand.
It hurts
It hurts so much.
I want to cry
But I don't want to.
I want to hate him
But I can't.
Why hurt me?
Why?

He Tells Me

He tells me to be myself
Yet when I am
He gets angry.
He tells me to behave
Yet when I do
He gets annoyed.
He tells me to be true to myself
Yet when I am
He gets bothered.
Then What should I do
To please him?
What should I do
To satisfy him?
Don't know
But keep on changing.

Cluless

Don't make him angry
My brain says.
Don't make him dislike you
My heart says.
Treat him kindly
My body says.
Love him dearly
My soul says.
What should I do?
My existence says.

HURTING

I'm losing myself
I feel like I'm going back
Back to my old self
With all those cuts and bruises
I'm afraid of hurting myself
I try so hard to stop
But the urge is overpowering